There's gotta be somebody

Ugh. Sometimes I feel like I'm being beaten over the head with stories of love and happiness, and it just really sucks. If I see that stupid E-Harmony TV commercial with Joshua and Tanylee one more time, I think I may throw my TV out the window. It's so hard to watch for people like me, the singleton who has barely had any relationships and just gets to watch everyone around me fall in love and be so happy, while I'm just stuck watching. I feel like the kid in elementary school who always gets picked last for the team. With every kid that gets picked, your heart just gets tighter and tighter with the pain of knowing that you're not wanted. That everyone else has something better than you, something that makes them special, something that you don't have.

I don't mean to cry and whine all the time. Quite often I just buck up and go about my business and find some hope in my heart that God hasn't forgotten me. But sometimes, especially around times like stupid Valentine's Day, it gets harder to be positive and hopeful, and I just need to vent.

But I love Nickelback sometimes, cause they have some great songs, and this is one of my new favorites and perfect for how I'm feeling right now.

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me,
ohhhNobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there